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Things I would have done differently if I had the chance: [16 Feb 2007|09:04am]
1. Started art from the beginning of High School and gone into AP.
2. Have my father be apart of my life when I was in Elementary school.
3. Talked to Katie in High School, and realized what could have been.

This isn't by any means a post about how sad my life is, because it isn't sad at all. This post is just a little exercise of what things I could have done, and imagine how they would change my life now.
These are the things that I compare them to now.

1. I am just starting to take off in my art career. (I have sold $800 worth of my art in the past two weeks)
2. Well... that's another topic
3. It would have been a lot easier.

There was a number four that was to do better in High School, but I suppose that really doesn't all matter. Maybe I would've chose a different school, but that also depends on number one because I could have gone to an art school. And then I wouldn't have my Comparative Literature double Major with Art.

I suppose you can never really know what could have been, and you shouldn't drag yourself around the past trying to figure it all out. Milwaukee was a school that I knew I could get into, and I wasn't thinking of college at the time when I really needed to. I was focusing in the moment of life at that time. Starting through Milwaukee I always figured it to be a settle for myself. But there has been some great things that have happened because of it.
2 hearts_ float in the bay

I am looking at the blinds in my room: [24 Sep 2006|11:59pm]
Today after I was done cutting the back lawn for my mother, I was walking up to my house when I saw a weird red substance hanging on a tree. I examined it closer and saw some flys on it and it looked like some type of red gooey cocoon from a caterpiller. Upon further inspection I realized it was a dead "bird" from an egg. I looked around for the egg but couldn't find it. I turned my attention to the top of the tree from where it would have came from, and I saw a falcon eating the remnants of a smaller birds nest.

I was just amazed.
Kind of puts life into perspective.
float in the bay

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